THEN BE CONTENT WITH SILENCE

“The only really effective apologia for Christianity comes down to two arguments, namely the saints the Church has produced, and the art which has grown in her womb.”
–Cardinal Ratzinger


The day after Christmas, I crept in the cold up Fifth Avenue to the Met to catch the exhibit “Siena: The Rise of Painting 1300-1350.”

Spectacular. Simone Martini was one of the featured artists.

CHRIST DISCOVERED IN THE TEMPLE
SIMONE MARTINI, 1342
“DID YOU NOT KNOW I HAD TO BE ABOUT MY FATHE’RS BUSINESS?”

Beauty in and of itself doesn’t make us good, but it makes me, for one, want to be good.


I can’t possibly describe the joy, the treasure, of staying around the corner from St. Vincent Ferrer church. As a rule, I dislike taking photos in churches, but here’s one someone else took: a triforium (who knew?: a gallery or arcade above the arches of the nave, choir, and transepts of a church) view.

ST. VINCENT FERRER CHURCH, UPPER EAST SIDE, MANHATTAN
also I just relized their website has even better pix, but you get the idea

I attended the Christmas Day noon Mozart Mass there, and all through the Octave of Christmas their 6 pm daily Mass is sung. Today, Saturday, the Feast of the Holy Innocents, was celebrated at the 8 am.

The church is open from 7 am to 7 pm, so you can duck in there ANY TIME and outside of Mass times, there will be maybe 5 or 10 or 20 people tops scattered throughout this giant sanctuary with tons of gorgeous side chapels (St. Martin de Porres, St. T of Lisieux, and many more).

Also, daily Confessionis offered at 5:15 before the Rosary, Evening Prayer, then the 6 pm Mass. You walk up a set of steepish stone steps off Lexington Ave and inside is the faint smell of wax, incense, furniture polish, flowers, and at this time of year, evergreen boughs…Really, there is nowhere else on earth I belong than spaces like this, no matter how humble, no matter how grand…


Meanwhile, Fr. Donald Haggerty continues to provide rich daily sustenance and challenge:

“There can be strong, even profound, desires for God experienced in prayer, but what value to they have if they do not urge us to a more sacrificial life?”, for example, from Contemplative Enigmas.

He continues: “Contemplatives are often unknown figures in settings of social familiarity, and this includes communiities of religous life…[They] seem usually to show little need or interest in cultivating the contours and edges of a public personality in order to make it appealing to others. Even less are they protective and guarded toward something within themselves that might be walled-in and impregnable…In the best cases, they simply live their days in the shadows of self-forgetful obscurity. They are reaching a certain truth about the human person, while not aware of it, for exterior personality cannot be identified with the actual truth of self. These contemplative souls do not fight this discrepancy or seek to resolve it in some manner. There is no need to overcome this discordance, but only the need to live with it.”

Hmmmmmmmmmm.

He goes on to quote a passage from Thomas Merton from The Inner Experience: Notes on Contemplation:

“The true contemplative is a lover of sobriety and obscurity. He prefers all that is quiet, humble, unassuming…HIs inclination is to that which seems to be nothing, which tells him little or nothing, which promises him nothing. Only one who can remain at peace in emptiness, without projects or vanities, without speeches to justify his own apparent uselessness, can be safe from the fatal appeal of those spiritual impulses that move him to assert himself and ‘be something’ in the eyes of other men…He is quite content to be considered an idiot, if necessary, and in this he has a long tradition behind him.”

And back to Fr. Haggerty: “The true contemplatives seem always to find their corner, their niche, their way of living a hidden offering to God that ignores the external obstacle.”


Meanwhile, through the good Bishop Erik Varden, I’ve just learned of the late Scottish poet George Mackay Brown.

Mackay once wrote to a friend: “One feels desperate with solitude often; then it is salutary to know that one is not alone, but is involved with mankind. And that means, as I understand it, that whenever you are brave, enduring, uncomplaining, then the whole world of suffering is helped and soothed somehow. This is sacrifice, and fulfilment and renewal: an incalculable leavening.”

In a sense, he observed, “everyone is the writer’s concern. The whole of humanity is his family and he must participate in their joys and ennuis and sufferings, otherwise what he does would be as meaningless as an endless game of patience.”

Brown grew up poor, suffered from TB and ill health from his youth, and drank.

“Death, critics say, is a theme that nags through my work: the end, the darkness, the silence. So it must be with every serious artist, but still I think art strikes out in the end for life, quickening, joy. The good things that we enjoy under the sun have no meaning unless they are surrounded by the mysterious fecund sleep.”

His last published vserse, “A Work for Poets,” reads:

To have carved on the days of our vanity
A sun
A star
A cornstalk

Also a few marks
From an ancient forgotten time
A child may read

That not far from the stone
A well
Might open for wayfarers

Here is a work for poets —
Carve the runes
Then be content with silence

Comments

17 responses to “THEN BE CONTENT WITH SILENCE”

  1. Diana M. L. Newman Avatar
    Diana M. L. Newman

    The met exhibit i truly glorious and Holy. Thanks so much.

    1. HEATHER KING Avatar
      HEATHER KING

      The way it was installed and the spaces arranged were also first-first-rate..I went to an adjacent exhibit that shall remain unnamed afterwards and, compared to the works in the Siena exhibit, the works there were like crude cartoons..Blessings for 2025 to you, Diana…

  2. Lisa McCarthy Avatar
    Lisa McCarthy

    Thank you, Heather. Beautiful article!
    Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!
    God’s Peace,
    Lisa

    1. HEATHER KING Avatar
      HEATHER KING

      Blessed New Year, Holy Mary Mother of God, Epiphany, and everything in between and beyond, Lisa! Thank you!

  3. Barb Avatar
    Barb

    I too long to be good…..

    1. HEATHER KING Avatar
      HEATHER KING

      Maybe it’s in silence that our longing is best expressed, Barb…and heard…

  4. Maggie Avatar
    Maggie

    Love this in a Guardian review of a biography of George Mackay Brown:

    “He was held in such affection by the Orkney people that his funeral in St Magnus Cathedral was the first Catholic mass to have been held there since the Reformation. Furthermore, it fell on April 16, St Magnus’s Day. As the minister said: “If you call that a coincidence, I wish you a very dull life.”

    https://www.theguardian.com/books/2006/may/06/featuresreviews.guardianreview8

    1. HEATHER KING Avatar
      HEATHER KING

      Oh perfect! Thanks, Maggie. I haven’t had a chance to fully (or really even minimally) explore George Mackay Brown but I have ordered the biography mentioned in Bishop Varden’s article and will go from there…Unbelievable that his funderal Mass was the first held in Magnus Cathedral since the Reformation(!) I’m drawn to these kind of tormented, conflicted, suffering souls and can’t wait to delve into his poetry…

  5. Ingrid Avatar
    Ingrid

    Care the times and then be content with silence, I like that.

    1. HEATHER KING Avatar
      HEATHER KING

      Like Mary, who “pondered these things in her heart”…Blessed New Year to you, Ingrid, thank you for your thoughtful readership.

  6. Adrine Avatar
    Adrine

    I love the life of Christian mystic’s. Have you heard of “when the Lion Roars,”
    by Fr. Stephen J. Rossetti? Just started…

    1. HEATHER KING Avatar
      HEATHER KING

      No, Adrine, I don’t know the book but it looks inviting! I have an insane waiting list at the moment, esp after perusing the bookstore at St. Andrew’s Abbey…but every bit helps and I love suggestions so thank you.

  7. Tom Avatar
    Tom

    Interesting…I was moved to seek more info on the painting you featured.

    One take: “ This being the Holy Family, there are, of course, implications beyond the level of a family row. Christ has been made to submit to his earthly parents’ wishes and scolded for his childish thoughtlessness. Yet it is hard to doubt Christ’s awareness of his own importance and precocity. After all, he has just been dazzling the elders in the temple, who were ‘amazed at his intelligence and the answers that he gave’ (Luke 2:48). His folded arms and defiant expression say it all.

    Although a young child, the stiffly standing Christ looks down on his mother, and it has been suggested that Simone deliberately wanted his Christ to appear to dominate a submissive Mary, illustrating the contrast between Christ’s certitude and Mary’s lack of understanding, and her unduly emotional response to his disappearance.

    Andrew Martindale sums up the image as ‘youthful obstinacy in a divine cause in the face of parental pressure.’”

    1. HEATHER KING Avatar
      HEATHER KING

      Well it’s interesting isn’t it, Tom, the painting…esp since today’s Gospel reading is of the very parable, I’ve been reflecting on the passage…I love the painting but I’m not so sure Martini captured the whole of Jesus’s response to his parents…it’s not that I can’t picture a bit of adolescent pique coming from his humanity…but it may be noteworthy that he didn’t simply say “I had to be in my Father’s house” but rather “Did you not know that..?” Part of his incredulity and being taken aback, in other words, may have stemmed from his ever-dawning realization that his own parents didn’t get him, didn’t fully or maybe even partially understand his mission. So he may have been stung (as he had to have been many times during his life) by his essential and almost complete isolation. He had no peer. He had no real confidante other than the Father. And whether or not in his human nature he already knew how he was going to die, he had to have started to realize that no-one was really going to support him in it or understand him in it, and certainly no-one was going to accompany him in it. Instead, as is so often the case in life, just when you desperately need and want a word of understanding or a shoulder to lean on, you get misunderstood, misinterpreted, and even reproached…Also he saw that as much as he loved and honored his parents, he was going to have to leave them behind in a sense…so there must have been a LOT there, for the on-the-verge-of-adolescent Jesus. Still, as you say, right…Give me a break, he must have been thinking on some level. How about a word of praise that those learned men of the faith were listening to ME!…And on the other hand, how you feel for his poor parents! They must have been mad with anxiety…no milk cartons to put the lost kid’s face on in those days…never mind cell phones, cameras, and tracking apps…Anyway, thanks for sparking a bit of rudimentary lectio divina…

  8. HEATHER KING Avatar
    HEATHER KING

    Also re silence, read this morning: “Christ’s infancy does not console the garrulous.”
    –St, Bernard of Clairvaux

  9. Chris Bailey Avatar
    Chris Bailey

    Dear Heather, My reading list grows longer and richer thanks to your writings! Happy New Year and I’m looking forward exploring all these beautiful writers. A quote from Richard Rohr’s Daily Meditation today reminded me of you:
    “Transformed people quite simply transform people and set the bar of history higher for all of us. That is one of the ways we fundamentally “help” other people.”
    Thanks for helping me!

    1. HEATHER KING Avatar
      HEATHER KING

      Well, THAT warms my heart, Chris–thank you so much for letting me know!…

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